YES!!! WE DID IT!!!! by a huge margin..kinda feel cheated..din have to do so much actually..but we rawk forever.=) but i think most of the credit should go to my seniors..they really tried their VERY VERY best. We must continue that next year.. Thanks to all those who helped !!
Now to something more serious. There have been thefts going on in school and our class is quite affected. Lost $90 so far, along with wallets, textbooks, lunchboxes, food... (i wonder why the theif stole lunchboxes instead of handphones..)Those selfish people with no conscience came when our class was in the sci lab/com lab and nabbed our belongings! Ge lost 50 bucks on monday but she din report!! Haiz.. Actually, it was only after elaine said that she lost $30 when our all the other missing items were reported..had quite shock that so many things went missing. Charles Png took up half of lit lesson to do a spot check..we were made to empty our bags, pockets and even take off our shoes.. but i don't think the thief came frome our class, we went out as a class out of the classroom, so most prob not us.. After that, realised 209 lost 100 over bucks..and they seem to be taking it worse than us though...
Haish, i just hope that conscience (if there is still a teeny weeny bit of it) pricks the person, whoever she/he is and she/he will return the money..
but this definitely served as a reminder to us..to keep our wallets, handphones, valuables with us at all times. Actually, since the theif also steals stuff like textbooks and wallets, we might as well "carry our bag along with us at all times" as quoted fr huiyi. Maybe the school should just install cameras to keep track of what actually happens in class when no one is around. Or maybe we should set a trap.haha. I still remember my mum set a trap to catch my maid stealing money red-handed. Used $8 as a bait and recorded the serial nos. of the notes. The money went missing and mum forced maid to empty wallet and the money was really with her..with the exact serial nos. Maid tried to argue by giving a retarded answer that Singapore prints notes of the the same no...thinking my mum is an idiot.
tomorrow is holiday!!! Nahh, not cos of children's day..School Distinction Award i think..everyone (including teachers) were cheering when we heard the good news..hahaha. Yay, tomorrow can sleep in. Ok, crapped enough, bye.

Yesterday had dance exam. Before that we had RS and we came down early since our dear mentor shooed us out of the classroom, thinking that there is a talk in the hall by ms may tan but no one heard that announcement. So we went down and realised the talk is for sec ones and it isn't even Ms may tan. This means have xtra time to practise!! Xue decided to use me to practise her mambo and in particular, the underarm turn. She is gifted in that dance. Can feel it haha. Especially the underarm turn, it's sure POWERFUL..One moment I was turning, the other moment, somehow was thrown towards her. So er xin. But she's good la. Regretted dancing with xue and not practising with eva my actual partner. haish. The test..we did much better for cha-cha. (Maybe i din push u hard enough eva *winks*) Can sense it. Quite screwed but nvm la. Definitely cannot get as high as last year=( but owellss..at least we had fun=)
Chinese orals, which was on models, din really go very well. got back the results which are a bit disappointing. Haish.
Got back History paper today..did unexpectedly well..best i have ever done=) Me, andrea and genevieve got exactly the same marks and almost the same comments (only 1 word different). Ms Wu said another class have 12 pple get full marks though=( I didn't know history can get full marks until today. but to those who din really get what they expected, and wants to take history cheer up! I know u all have the potential=) jiayou~ There is still another major test for u all to show yr ability and gift haha.
Had quite a lot of mood swings today. Thanks to all those who cheered me up!!!
Oh. and i wasn't sad because of the rain. it was just an excuse.
I like rainy weathers actually..ideal for sleeping.zZZ. And hope of seeing a rainbow after that. Talking abt rainbows, it has been quite some time since i saw one (i think it's several years ago already). I have a sudden longing to see one again=) *i wish*.
RS experiment has been postponed for 4 days since i just can't get the right temperature (34 degrees celsius). I wonder if it's true if we won't be promoted to sec 3 if we fail RS..:s Several grps have been warned already..i hope we won't be warned too..
I have eyebags already!! ARghh..better sleep earlier. Ok, i shall rehearse my sp&d speech one last time and shall turn in.

**Do you know that eating cold stuff (e.g. ice cream) fast will result in gastric cancer? That's the reason i eat my ice cream slowwwwlllllyyyyyyyy*

Loneliness.
I just carn seem to fit in.
I tried, perhaps not hard enough, but it's no use.
We have no common ground of discussion,
perhaps too great a difference.
We sat there, not a word spoken.
I hate the prejudice..
Being regarded as the "one in rgs".
Can i just be treated normally?
For a moment,
I wished i wasn't in RGS..

tian bugged me to change template so i changed..temporarily though till i find a nicer one. Haizz...stayed up till 4 this morning for nothing..the deadline is postponed. Crap. but i made it up by sleeping from 4-8pm today=) And shall make a point to sleep by 11.30pm today and for the rest of the week or else later become "ugly pandas" and tian will start moaning again. Got back our bio eoi tooday after what seemed like an eternity. Managed to scrape an A(phew...luckily din fail). I am quite satisfied liao la, still remember it was on that super hectic week with CA com and RCK silver acreed so don't really have time to mugg.
Had sub comb briefing for cle today. Some of the subjects teachers(esp chem) really promoted their subjects well. Others(like history and physics) criticized their subjects. Weird. That history teacher said that "history has no future" and the physics teacher say that "physics is a very hard subject and don't expect any field trips at all. Well, i think i shall stick with my trip sci geog. Just realised i don't have the interest in lit. I hate poetry and am too lazy to read the novel and the play. History defintely out. So boring. The only interesting thing abt it is can go to France. Haha. So geog is the only one left yea.
Oh no..i forgot to do my assignment, shall go do now. byee.

RS

RS is so damn screwed. It's 4am in the morning now and i am still waiting for eva's stupid printer to finish printing. Sommore, it's still not completed. Still hafta take photo of the wrapper tomorrow and print it out in the sch com. Hopefully...there is coloured ink. Haizz, why does junqi's cam have to run out of battery now of all times? NOw i hafta bring my cam to sch. Sometimes i feel it is so unfair. Why do i and eva always be the 2 who have to stay up all night to complete projects while the rest go and sleep early? It's like already 4 am and we carn even go to sleep while some lucky pple can sleep at 10pm? Isit fair? isit ethical? We stay up all night and when credit is given, the whole grp gets the SAME marks/points/whatever. but we have to sacrifice our sleep just for this while others can just sit there and slack and go to sleep. Some pple give the excuse that their parents want them to sleep. Like mine doesn't. I just stood firmly on my stand and tell them i have to finish this by tomorrow and it's really important. Why can't others do that? With more pple, we can then finish faster and everyone can go and sleep earlier at the same time. This will be SOOO much fairer then. And there's another kind of pple who is even worse, those that sleep early and claim that they did more than the poor pple who stayed up. Where is your conscience? The problem is..those who sleeps early ALWAYS sleeps early and those who stay up to finish the project, to tie up loose ends are ALWAYS the same pple. Life is so unfair sometimes. ARGHH. I am having such a bad headache now. But what can i do? nothing but hope that eva's printer can finish printing so we both can go to sleep. But so what, the most i can get is 1 hour of sleep now. GREAT. Later today i bet i will fall asleep in sewing class. And i am so not going to stay up again for the portfolio due tomorrow. And eva u are not too. ok..i am too pissed to write anything else. bye.

Guess what? i tried to attach a 1.1 mb file in yahoo and after an hour it's still attaching..but i tried it in gmail and it attached in less than a second!!! WOWW!!! Gmail rawks. finally i realised that.
Later today there is bball..I hope there isn't any casualty..And not another bloody one from pngteh..
It has been 3 weeks, and i still have that irritating cough..can't be bothered to see the doctor..

piano exam screwed--Arghh, i just don't know why my standard drops so much for the actual exam..that crucial 10 mins?!
physics test screwed--Is it our class's luck or what, we seem to get the hardest papers!! Bio was like 20 times the toughness of the first module...and we still haven't got it backk. Why do i have the feeling that the whole class failed? Physics first and second module test paper is so easy and straighforward!!! Can complete in like 15 mins when the total given time is 50 mins and it IS possible to get full marks..but our paper today it's so...challenging..din have enough time to think through some of the questions i am not that sure of.. Owells, i am just hoping i can pass my piano and that bio. Physics hopefully can get A or A+..
RS report, just realised must follow that APA format. Bahh. Eva..the format can be found online..we modify issit? And i haven't wrapped the new indiv wrapper. How abt experiments for latest wrappers??? The 12-choc wrapper is still with qi and duno if done anot..how to submit report on monday!?!?!?!?!?
Tomorrow's agenda.
7.30: Wake up and morning routine
8.00: Go Sembawang Canal for a jog
10.00: Breakfast
The rest of the day: To complete all hw: Geog ws, history ws, 2 Maths assignments, Maths ws, Chinese Ws, Wrapper, Half of discussion(at least), revise lit..

I think i better come up with a timetable for EOI/Y revisions...

Today is so freakyy..
Pngteh is cursed in bball module. No i should say 207 somehow is super accident prone for the bball module. It's like every lesson 100 percent have at least a casualty..the worst lesson we had up to 7 casualties.. However, Everytime pngtehers are the ones who get those more major injuries. When i say major, i mean blood loss. The first time, it was hew, fingernail got knocked by the bball and was bleeding and she felt faint. Second time, Eva slid out of the court and got an abrasion(and lots of pus even after 4 days). The third time, which is today, huiyi got a nose bleed. Everytime, it gets bloodier and bloodier(huiyi's nose bleed lasted for 20 mins.)And someone said that the rest of pngteh will get injured for the rest of the module which are grace, ge and me respectively. And someone predicted that i will get head injury. Ahem. Another person say i will have heart bleed..er.I don't think i want to play anymore for the rest of the module.
After school, ge and i were going home together. Saw a lot of people at the bus stop outside the station with MRT and bus service personnel ushering the commuters up the bus.. I guessed that another person has committed suicide by jumping into the railway track and how right was i. Sighz. I wonder why is it bishan again of all places. Anyway....to continue..We walked to the underpass..Then suddenly this St margs girl walked by, turned around and smiled at me. I vaguely remember her as she smiled at me 2 other times:once in secondary 1 when she also "guessed" that i was in normal academic stream and the other earlier this year. But i still don't know who she is..so i decided to ask her if she knows me cos i don't know her..but apparently she disappeared..We got onto the train, then i could sense that these 2 guys were staring at me and pointing to the seat beside them. I backfaced them and asked ge if they were still staring at me. And ge looked at them and suddenly whispered to me "jieshi, turn ard. "She had this weird expression on her face like she saw a ghost or sth that i thought the st marg girl was behind me. I began to freak out So i walked a short distance away, trying to regain my composure. Ge came up to me and we walked back. I still remained backfacing them and asked ge what happened. Then she said those two pple were gesturing to her/me to take the seat beside them so she shook her head. Then, they pointed at me and gestured again at the seat next to them. The thing is that the carriage is qutie empty with a lot of seats available. Yupsh. Don't see why they keep wanting us to sit beside them. Oh wells.
This desiree person invited me to a con again today..this time is 5 strangers and 2 added me. I don't understand why i seem to be having so many encounters with strangers these few days. Weird.
Tomorrow is my piano exam le. And my teacher haven't even let me try the last part of the aural so i have no idea how to answer. Blearghx. I am supposed to study the notes for that section now but felt bored so decided to blog.
Got back our oral and situational writing results today..did quite badly for oral, expected la..situational writing better than i thought though:)
On a lighter note i am not that stressed nor crazy anymore. Hehe. Can't leak out the reason though;)
YES!! i finally managed to finish the whole book of R&J after don't know how many tiring hours of trying to interpret the shakespearean language. Bahh. I don't think i am that enthusiastic abt taking lit now..maybe i will take geog instead hah. history, don't need say...in my view the boringest subject ever.=)
Owells...shall go and read those notes now..

Hmm...wonder if this happens to everyone..This few days have a lot of strangers suddenly start a conversation on msn..encountered 4 in 2 days..Owells, shall go and finish up act 5 of Romeo and Juliet..=) Yayy.

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Weapon of Choice:	Coke bottles
Your Favorite Target:	Nuns
Your Kill Count:	1,351,171,259
Your Battle Cry:	"Touch me, I'm happy!"
Years You Spend in Jail:	29
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:	$187,763,500,816,296
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I didn't know being crazy is so FUN!! wo0t. And guess what, we are just informed like today that there is a lit SUMMATIVE test on ROMEO AND JULIET on like 2 days later? And guess what, I have my piano exam, lit test and speech assessment all on the same day. Some more the following day is physics EOI. Isn't that GREAT? O wells, i haven't even finished reading that romeo and juliet although she say we must read at least 5 times. I wanna go on strike again. HAH. Fat hope la.

i want to laugh. but i can't. i want to cry. but i can't. i want to scream. but i can't. This mixture of feelings is awful. It's making me crazy. Just hope i don't end up crying again in RS. I want to blog my feelings, i want to pour them out. but i just can't seem to. Too many people see it, it will only lead to more problems. The lost optimism, the lost enthusiasm, the lost feelings, the lost hope. All my energy seems to be drained. The piano exam? The physics test? The screwed research studies? The EOYs? The problems? I just wanna give up on all of them. WAHA. impossible. mood swings. If only there's someone to confide to..
back to reality, i still need to do a 1200 words discussion, a 600 words results and edit that horrible analysis. wadever.

Let me backtrack a little. Teacher's day celebrations/ACES day. Ge came back to school at last and she looked so pale. Poor thing. Imagine been dunked into icy cold water in the hospital when you have a 40 degree fever for fear of possible brain damage. Must have been horrible. The only time i have been to hospital is when i was like 3 years old, i jumped too high and banged my head against the window grille.*ouch* had a high fever and big bump after that so parents brought me to hospital. Luckily i'm okay=) Ok...ACES day routine, everyone was less enthusiastic than last year(including the teachers). but the tchers day celebrations rawked!!! Especially the teacher's performance(the band). I really din expect them to be able to play so well(sommore is impromptu). And Ms Wu...she looked funky and played so well!!! (din know she knows how to play the drum set). The whole thing was so perfect. Don't think other schs have such cool teachers' performance on tchers day. lol. And colman chua is so....."breathtaking" with his dancee. And hew, i din swoon over him ok.
After that, went back to cfps with hung. Funny things happened on the way there. We were sitting together and we suddenly felt a vibration. I told hung that her phone just received an sms and she checked her phone but there wasn't any new messages. We were pondering over where the sms has disappeared to for a few minutes. but end up, it was actually my phone that received the message..XD Went to shop for cards at orchard(spent abt $8 on that, forogt to check the price) and went np. We were 20 mins late(the 6A'02 class arranged to meet outside OCBC) and no one was there. Actually we were only allowed to visit the teachers from 2-3pm and we were supposed to meet at 12.30. So hung and i walked ard np till 1 sth and we proceeded to chongfu. Chongfu looks so..unfamiliar and distant. I no longer felt the warm feeling of return. And zou long's picture is still up there... ... I wonder if they are going to hang his picture up forever... since the chances of chongfu getting another top scorer is very low. (6A'02 is so zai yea?) Oh yea, and i just realised one of my juniors also taught by chu. Haha. Met Chu and Wong in the school hall. Mrs Chu received a whole mountain of presents!! And they remembered me!!!!! Although Mdm wong called me "mei shi"(she has been calling me that since pri 1, said sth like my looks resembled that of her another student).. Chu said i grew and looked better now, was much shorter in pri sch. Classmates..they looked so different now esp the guys, all sprouted. As usual, still among the shortest:p *Tian, at least better than u ok, fr tallest become shortest:D* but somehow, i don't feel the closeness that i used to have towards my ex-classmates. I think i have missed too many class gatherings. bleargh. On the way home, got onto a jinxed bus. hung spilled water over herself and there's this weird tissue paper that just refuses to get into the bin.(hung threw it, missed and i picked it out and threw it in when i got down the bus and missed again).
We got into fa com finals!!yay. Just do yr best for finals:) Think i will go directly after church to suntec to support! Anyone else coming?
Whee! For once, there isn't any projects for the september hols! *am i dreaming?* can enjoy le..but now i am suffering fr flu. Bleaghx. The tests are generally over, at least till EOY/I. Maths test just got back, quite ke xi, got 35/36 for the common test due to UNEVENESS of parabola. So lame rite. And the pop quiz, got 9/10 also, no time to finish, argh. Chinese test only got 73/100, i hope it doesn't go down further..(dropped fr 93 to 79 to 73). History test just over and screwed as usual. Geog quite okay..just that the tcher changed the remaining time fr 1 hour to 15 minutes in the last 15 minutes so most pple carn finish.
Okiesh, shall sleep earlier today since i am sick..buaiz!

arghhh..i think i just caught the flu bug..had sore throat today morning but after drinking honey water for the entire day..it's gone!! YAY! Although i don't have runny nose now, i can sense it's arrival...argh!
Tomorrow is open house! Hm..have CLE duty fr 9-11 and rc from 12-2. I hope I still have my voice tomorrow or else huiyi u have to do all the talking!! =)
Ok..all the best to leech, tian, xue and pea for fa com tomorrow!!! Jiayou worz.
Ok lar..i have a lot of things to say but no time to type anymore..just 1 thing--i am feeling much much happier now!! YAY!!! It's the hols!